09:57pm 19/07/2009
  Truly, with his thorn in your side
and you don't know why
Julie dips her toe in the tide
and you don't know why
No, she don't know why she got
all dolled up for a suicide
And when the stage lights dimmed on the fading scrim,
it was morning before the cheering died
 
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Is it too late to say I don't mind.   
10:17pm 25/06/2009
 
mood: Bred in a brothel.
Farewell to the day
Of having it both ways
Hell is other people
Some people never learn

When optimism fails
And my cooler head prevails
I will meet you at the point of diminishing returns
 
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You're an old slut on junk   
03:14am 13/02/2009
 
mood: You're a hoe, girl
music: Yeah? you're a hobo
In demon days, it's cold inside
You don't get nobody, people sigh
It's so bad, lasting far, but love yourself
Hiding in a hole in there
All the glasses are too big
Bring it back, got to hold it back
To let you do that yet you don't want me back
Before it fall down, falling down falling down
Falling out to go far from the sun

In these demon days it's so cold inside
So hard for a good soul to survive
You can't even trust the air you breathe
Cause Mother Earth wants us all to leave
When lies become reality
You numb yourself with drugs and TV
Pick yourself up it's a brand new day
So turn yourself round
Don't burn yourself, turn yourself
Turn yourself around into the sun

In these demon days it's so cold inside
So hard for a good soul to survive
You can't even trust the air you breathe
Cause Mother Earth wants us all to leave
When lies become reality
You numb yourself with drugs and TV
Pick yourself up it's a brand new day
So turn yourself round
Don't burn yourself, turn yourself
Turn yourself around into the sun

To the sun, to the sun
 
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07:49am 04/02/2009
  Call the police,
cos things are getting ugly
get on your feet,
I want you running with me
do what you like,
say what you mean
do what you please

ahhhhh we`ll set the streets on fire
and when it comes on top
we`ll give it lots of aggro
were giving it lots of aggro

ahhhhh we`ll set the streets on fire
and when it comes on top
we`ll give it lots of aggro
were giving it lots of aggro

blood on the streets,
you see the trouble happening
get on your feet,
you see the crowds are gathering
do what you like,
say what you mean
do what you please

ahhhhh we`ll set the streets on fire
and when it comes on top
we`ll give it lots of aggro
were giving it lots of aggro

ahhhhh we`ll set the streets on fire
and when it comes on top
we`ll give it lots of aggro
were giving it lots of aggro

ahhhhh we`ll set the streets on fire
and when it comes on top
we`ll give it lots of aggro
were giving it lots of aggro

ahhhhh we`ll set the streets on fire
and when it comes on top
we`ll give it lots of aggro
were giving it lots of aggro
 
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10:42pm 01/02/2009
  Now I can see by your eyes, it's time now to go
So I'll leave you crying in the rain,
Though I held in my hand, the key to all joy
Honey my heart was not born to be tamed.
And goodbye, so long, the road calls me dear
And your tears cannot bind me anymore,
And farewell to the girl with the sun in her eyes
Can I kiss you, and then I'll be gone.
 
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11:07pm 05/01/2009
  Man I did a... thing. It feels wrong. It feels bad. Yet it feels good.

Oh. It's called a guilty pleasure.

I downloaded a Blink 182 CD I used to listen to when I was 15. I'm listening to it right now and liking it.

Haha it's funny how THAT is the thing that makes me think "Ken you are FUCKED UP!". All the other things I'm just cool with.
 
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Tao of Love   
10:21pm 24/12/2008
  Sometimes this music book becomes a problem because sometimes things can't be expressed in words. So here's a poor substitute.


 
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Just don't expect different results.   
11:38pm 20/12/2008
  There's one thing to know about this town
It's five hundred miles underground

There's one thing to know about this globe
It's bound and it's willing to explode

There's one thing to know about this town
Not a person doesn't want me underground

And that's alright.
 
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07:00am 03/11/2008
  In a western town, beneath the northern lights,
where the pine trees pine for the fall of night,
you believe in cards, you believe in signs
and I'll be leavin' soon, but I'm here tonight.

On a mountainside, well below the stars,
keep your lovers eyes in mason jars
and I should be scared but I feel no fear,
'cause I'll be leavin' soon, tonight I'm here.

[Chorus]
And even if you are the one, and even if the cards are all true,
when the curtain calls, oh baby, what's a boy to do?

Well the Southern P. moved her family down.
Then along came me to her sleepy town.
I don't believe in cards, I don't believe in signs,
but I'll be leavin' soon. I'm here tonight.

And even if you are the one, and even if I tried to be true,
when the curtain calls, oh baby, what's a boy to do?

In a western town, beneath the northern lights,
where the pine trees pine for the fall of night,
don't believe in me, did I make that clear?
'cause I'll be long gone soon, tonight I'm here.

And even if you were the one, I didn't wanna walk out on you,
but when the curtain calls, oh baby, what's a boy to do?
 
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03:43pm 23/10/2008
 
mood: Drowning in the Days
music: That's how it starts
And I'd like to take some medicine
I'd like to drink some wine
I'd like to wake up numb like all my friends
There's a road to where I came from it gets longer all the time
There's a road to where I'm going, never ends.
 
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Which is a lucky thing.   
03:44pm 14/10/2008
 
mood: She's So Cold
And we almost figured out how we'd get along
And give it time we'll find it strange to be alone
 
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Sometimes it's cool to set yourself on repeat. Just don't expect different results.   
11:17pm 21/09/2008
  Well I hope that I don't fall in love with you
'Cause falling in love just makes me blue,
Well the music plays and you display your heart for me to see,
I had a beer and now I hear you calling out for me
And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.

Well the room is crowded, there's people everywhere
And I wonder, should I offer you a chair?
Well if you sit down with this old clown, take that frown and break it,
Before the evening's gone away, I think that we could make it,
And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.

I can see that you are lonesome just like me, and it being late,
You'd like some some company,
Well I've had two, I look at you, and you look back at me,
The guy you're with has up and split, the chair next to you's free,
And I hope that you don't fall in love with me.
And I hope that you don't fall in love with me.
Now it's closing time, the music's fading out
Last call for drinks, I'll have another stout.

Well I turn around to look at you, you're nowhere to be found,
I search the place for your lost face, guess I'll have another round
And I think that I just fell in love with you.
 
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10:21pm 09/07/2008
  I tried to synchronize myself with the year before just to see if I could do it.

0:17/4:35 I realized what I terrible idea that is to do.



Some trees will bend and some will fall
 
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11:25am 05/06/2008
  They say
I need some Rogaine
To put in my hair
Work it out at the gym
To fit my underwear
Oakley makes the shades
That transform a tool
You'd hate
Ffor the kids to think
That you lost your cool

I'mma do the things
That I wanna do
I ain't got a thing
To prove to you
I'll eat my candy
With the pork and beans
Excuse my manners
If I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear
The clothes that you like
I'm finally dandy
With the me inside
One look in the mirror
And I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot
About what you think

Everyone likes to dance
To a happy song
(Hey, hey)
With a catchy chorus and beat
So they can sing along
(Hey, hey)
Timbaland knows the way
To reach the top of the charts
Maybe if I work with him
I can perfect the art

I'mma do the things
That I wanna do
I ain't got a thing
To prove to you
I'll eat my candy
With the pork and beans
Excuse my manners
If I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear
The clothes that you like
I'm finally dandy
With the me inside
One look in the mirror
And I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot
About what you think

No I don't care
I don't care
 
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07:20am 13/03/2008
  I know I stand in line, until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance, I know that theres a chance
You wont be leaving with me

And afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes, that you despise the same old lies
You heard the night before
And though its just a line to you, for me its true
It never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think Ill wait until the evening gets late
And I'm alone with you

The time is right your perfume fills my head, the stars get red
And oh the nights so blue
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like I love you
 
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03:53pm 26/11/2007
  My best friend's a butcher, he has sixteen knives
He carries them all over the town at least he tries
Oh look it stopped snowing
My best friend's from Poland and um, he has a beard
But they caught him with his case in a public place
That is what we had feared

He severed segments secretly, you like that?
He always had the time to speak with me I liked him for that
He severed segments so secretly, you like that
He always took the time
He always took the time

C'mon now pussycat

My best friend's a butcher, he has sixteen knives
He carries them all over the town at least he tries
Oh look it stopped snowing
My best friend's from Poland and um, he has a beard
But they caught him with his case in a public place
That is what we had feared

He severed segments secretly you like that
He always had the time to speak with me I liked him for that
He severed segments so secretly, you like that
He was growing on me
He was growing on me
 
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08:59pm 13/11/2007
  To answer the question
It'll probably take more
If you're already there
Well, you probably don't know
Well, we were the people
That we wanted to know
And we're the places that we wanted to go

It's hard to get hold of
And hard to let go
Always something we'd looked for
From the day we were born
Instead we're the people that we wanted to know
And we're the places that we wanted to go
And we're the places that we wanted to go
And we're the places that we wanted to go
And we're the places that we wanted to go

Always asking a question
And I don't want to know
Like the wind across strings
That had finally let go
And the people you loved
But you didn't quite know
And they're the places that you wanted to go

Bark at the neighbors
And then bark at the door
He's sniffling and whimpering
For someone to know
But we were the people that we wanted to know
And we're the places that we wanted go
Yeah, we're the places that we wanted to go
Yeah, we're the places that we wanted to go

It was not the intention
But we let it all go
Well, it messed up the function
And sure fucked up the flow
I hardly have people that I needed to know
Because you're the people that I wanted to know

All this scrambling around
Hunting high and then low
Looking for a face, love
Or somewhere to go
I hardly have places that I need to go
Because you’re the places that I wanted to go
Yeah, you're the places that we wanted to go
Yeah, you're the places that we wanted to go

You're the people that we wanted to know
Shouldn't have to ask
You shouldn't have to ask
Because we are ripcord
 
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01:54am 06/11/2007
  You walk alone in the valley of life
in the shadow of love under the trees of happiness

You walk alone like a baby unborn
like a father unknown
like a pocket penniless

I'm happy that you really care
but do you really know
how scary
this is for you and is for me?
oh do you you really know?
do you really know? oh..

Natasha
All I can do is write a song for you
Natasha

For you i sit alone on the cozy ground floor
on a bench by the garden
waiting also
waiting for love and thinking of all of the
catty remarks I also swallow

And as i've often asked before
does anyobody know
how scary
this is for you and is for me?
does anybody know?
anybody know?

Natasha
All I can do is write a song for you
Natasha
All I can do is write a song for you
Natasha
 
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10:14pm 04/10/2007
  I hope that you like it in your little motel
And I hope that the suite sleeps and suits you well
Well I can see it as time and a sight through smell and
Thats why its nice to be by yourself

Cause thats what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for, aren't I?
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for darlin'

We treat mishaps like sinking ships and
I know that I don't want to be out to drift
Well I can see it in your eyes like I taste your lips and
They both tell me that we're better than this

Cause thats what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for, aren't I?
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for darlin'

We trade tit for tat like that for this
And I don't think that there was an insult that was missed
I can see it in your eyes like I taste your lips and
I'm very sorry

Cause thats what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for, aren't I?
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for
That's what I'm waiting for darlin'

It rained and its over a shooting star
Landed directly on our broke down little car
We fold and we had made a wish
That we would be missed
If one another just did not exist

Cause thats what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting on, aren't we?
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for
That's what we're waiting for darlin'
 
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12:35pm 29/09/2007
  Like a cloud his fingers explode
On the typewriter ribbon, the shadow grows
His hearts in a bowl behind the bank
And every evening when he get home
To make his supper and eat it alone
His black shirt cries
While his shoes get cold

It's just a dream he keeps having
And it doesnt seem to mean anything
And it doesnt seem to mean anything

One summer, a suicide
Another autumn, a travelers guide
He hits snooze twice before he dies
And every evening when he get home
To make his supper and eat it alone
His black shirt cries
While his shoes get cold

It's just a dream he keeps having
And it doesnt seem to mean anything
It's just a dream he keeps having

He feels lucky to have you here
In his kitchen, in your chair
Sometimes he forgets that youre even there

It's just a dream he keeps having
And it doesnt seem to mean anything
It's just a dream he keeps having
It's just a dream
And it doesnt seem to mean anything
 
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